People say " crying is one of the way to express self feelings", indeed, it is works to me. Actually, crying not only can moisture my eyes but also can express all the bad feelings I have. Crying is  NOT the way to escape problems we face, I emphasize. Comfort feeling, new ideas and new hopes will come through after it.

I am not a perfect girl. I always hurt those care about me and love me (including him). I'm so sorry. I'm too selfish and stubborn. I am not a smart person. I always not understand what people's thinking, so I less to concern each other and all the time neglect (22432163) 's feeling.

If suddenly there has a blue fairy appears in front of me, I hope that every good things and happy moment can be repeat and repeat. What a ridiculous thinking!

Oh God, please as my life leader, my life is so messy, please guide me how to sort out my life, Lord, your thinking is amazing, everyday you give me chance to subsist, give me countless grace, thank you Lord, thank you for giving me memory that I can remember your promises you told me. Thank you for accompany me when I sad, disappointed.. Thou cheer my spirit, so that I can continue to serve you. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

MEDICINE again!!~

Aikss.. sick again.. so suffer leh.. T.T.. I'm the ordinary "medicine bottle". . Hope I can fully recover as fast as possible. Please pray with me. I also hope that I can make friend with healthy. I hope I can..

WOW~ a bus with a amazing number plate , SS8818D!!
Same with my handphone number!! haha!
I caught this pic in the afternoon.. It was a Taman Merpati bus..lolx...

So tired now.. I need some rest.. Good Night!

UNHAPPY..
Today is a 'grey-ny' day..aikss.. what happen to me?! I have no idea what had happen to my mind..really sad, disappointed and so on.. When me flashback, I was always told my friends about that people who prefer create a blog to write his/her feeling was had many'heart problem'..Means that those people cannot find anybody to tell their problem. I was one of them, i guess.. I have many problem those I can't tell any 1 of my friend.. I do not mean that I was not believe in them, it just, I don't know how to tell them. I was very scared about when I tell to my friends, any1 of them, about my problem they will treat me like.. like.. a 'freak' even like a bad guy[something like that].. Therefore, I try to tell to my father God. HE really intelligent, sometimes he had give an easy way to help me to solve my problem, just I don't realize his appearance. Maybe I really don't know him well, I don't know how can I find the answer that he had give me long time ago.. I know the answer was waiting 4 me but sorry,I have no idea how to find it.. I hope it is temporary.. Therefore, I prefer to join the "alpha course" in Kelompong church in the end of January.. I wish I can find that i had lost. I wish I will know more about my father God. Besides, I know Jesus had make my life colourful like a rainbow, I had walk through 'happiness', 'disappointed','joyful','angry','envy','sad','crying','fear'...... I know, I know, many people are don't like me as well, but ME is ME! I won't do any changes for those guys who don't like me except there has some problem in my attitude. Last time, I was very care about people how to look at me. But what can I do ? Aikss.. I just can say sorry to all of those people who i had hurted their heart.. Really so confuse........ Arrrrrrr....

Well..this dessert has a such good look (not bad huh?) but i don't like it. Maybe it is not my favourite dessert. I just try to eat it."Waffle ice cream", this is the name of the dessert. There is only 1 thing that I can describe this dessert is - high calorie >.<... Gosh!

*misa*