People say " crying is one of the way to express self feelings", indeed, it is works to me. Actually, crying not only can moisture my eyes but also can express all the bad feelings I have. Crying is  NOT the way to escape problems we face, I emphasize. Comfort feeling, new ideas and new hopes will come through after it.

I am not a perfect girl. I always hurt those care about me and love me (including him). I'm so sorry. I'm too selfish and stubborn. I am not a smart person. I always not understand what people's thinking, so I less to concern each other and all the time neglect (22432163) 's feeling.

If suddenly there has a blue fairy appears in front of me, I hope that every good things and happy moment can be repeat and repeat. What a ridiculous thinking!

Oh God, please as my life leader, my life is so messy, please guide me how to sort out my life, Lord, your thinking is amazing, everyday you give me chance to subsist, give me countless grace, thank you Lord, thank you for giving me memory that I can remember your promises you told me. Thank you for accompany me when I sad, disappointed.. Thou cheer my spirit, so that I can continue to serve you. In the name of Jesus, Amen.